Tired today, but writing anyway. Some days it feels like all you're doing, all you can do, is show up. That's today. But there is priceless value in faithfulness. So here's to another FMF post, and writing free.
I can't seem to put two thoughts together today, so sitting to write is not high on my list. Still I think I am finding that is what this weekly five minute exercise is all about... Will I still put one foot in front of the other (or in this case put hands to keyboard) even when I can't seem to get it together?
I say it to my students all the time. "Get it together!" has become a common quick correction. But let's be honest, I have been struggling all week to get it together! I am tired. I don't really want to do this. And yet, here I am. I don't have any profound thoughts. At least not yet. But I think I have like two and a half minutes left.
And maybe it goes back to my Sanity Manifesto. Faithful today. Will I be faithful to what is before me today? Even if I can't put two thoughts together, will I take a step out and do what I am called to do in this moment? That's probably the hardest lesson in growing up. We often have to do things we don't feel like doing. We have to be faithful. And in being faithful, the feelings sometimes follow. And sometimes they don't. But yeah, another way to say it is "show up." Do it anyway and have a little faith that it still means something. That God is still at work, even when I am floundering. So that's all it is today.